.....

oh how i've grown
from past posts about new ventures that I thought were fulfilling
Vulnerability ... must take responsibilty.
Ha, kind of funny of me to say that I shouldn't be held liable
I was simply curious
Confused
Misguided
..Learning
In retrospect, a few weeks later.
After running into my past ...
I see ...
That I am not ready.. hardly ready .. to even compare one to the water
Yes, was indeed slightly refreshing
Yet not even pure

I'm sad to say
My hearts turned cold.
I never thought this would be me.